Lately I have been really struggling to get to and enjoy work. I blame it on having almost 3 weeks off around the holidays, something I’ve never had up until now. I just had an extra day off on Friday and it wasn’t enough? I have a stat holiday and an extra day off coming up in February and it’s all I can think about?
I’m enjoying my job that I’m at right now, but I also feel like I probably am making a ton of mistakes. I know I forget some steps with keeping logs and such. I guess I know if there is ever any free time I can go back and update it. The information is somewhere. But for now, it is not a priority. I am not good at juggling so much? But I also don’t prefer having a dumb ed down job either. That being sad, I probably am never going to find the middle ground.
On the other hand, I can’t afford to not work or work either. I recently went on a major spending spree and part of me wants to keep going. It’s kind of like eating junk food. You just crave it even more.
Anyways, I just got here, and it’s only Tuesday.